Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Maybe

Maybe i need to harden the fuck up. Get stabby however at people using me as a point of reference to make jokes or comments or take what I say and ridicule it when I am trying to at least make an effort of contributing to conversation. Am also tired at the pointing out the differences. Yes it’s blatantly obvious and something that I personally don’t like being highlighted for humors sake. Sue me, but I like it when people accept me for me.


Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind people asking questions, and it being talked about casually. If people are genuinely interested because they care, I also don’t mind that. I do however mind when it’s a point of reference constantly, it makes me know that people are not seeing me for me and I am constantly reminded that I am not like them, I am in some way not right. Or am I not me without that?  Am I foolish in thinking that it’s a separate entity to me?


– EMO enough for you?

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